Running the Race

Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

Hebrews 12: 1-2

I was on the junior high girls’ track team when I was in 7th and 8th grades in Beavercreek, Ohio. I was a short distance runner, competing in the 220-meter dash as well as the 880-meter relay. Alas, I pretty much peaked there in junior high, sports-wise, but I’m okay with that.

I recall one time, early in my track career when both my parents came to one of my track meets (normally my dad couldn’t make them because of work conflicts), when I slowed down in the middle of a 220-meter race to wave at my parents. I was distracted by my dad’s uniformed-presence as I was running the race, so when I ran by where they were sitting, I broke my stride and waved to them.  Needless to say, I did not win that race (nor many others, come to think of it. I’m self-aware enough to know of my lack of athletic abilities). Though no one really made a big deal out of it at the time, I recall receiving a “distracted runner” award at the end-of-year awards banquet.

That story came to mind as I was reading Hebrews 12. The author of Hebrews had identified honorees in the proverbial “Hall of Faith” passage that is Hebrews 11, and continues the emphasis on faith in chapter 12. He uses the running of a race as a metaphor for our spiritual journey in this world. The Greek word for ‘race’ used here is agona, from which we get the word ‘agony’ or struggle. The author tells us to overcome those things in our lives that would hinder us—sin and other weights or distractions—and looking to Jesus, run the race in faith. Jesus gives us the strength we need to persevere in our conditions. Jesus gives us the promise of hope, as we realize all that He has done for us, and for the fact that what He has done has settled everything for us. He is now seated at the right at of God at the throne. The fact that He is seated indicates the finality of His actions—as Redeemer, as High Priest, and because of what He has done and Who He is, we draw our strength from Him, and from Him alone.

I read a story that a man shared about the dog he had when he was a boy. He shared that his father would occasionally test the dog’s obedience. He would place a tempting piece of meat on the floor and give the command, “No!” The dog, who must have had a strong urge to go for the meat, was now in a conundrum—does he obey or disobey his master’s command? The man shared that the dog never looked at the meat. He seemed to feel that if he did, the temptation to disobey would be too great. So he looked steadily at his father’s face. This man then made the spiritual application: “there is a lesson for us all. Always look up to the Master’s face.”

Prayer Requests

·      For the victims of unspeakable violence and loss

·      For those who have not yet found Jesus – that we may be an instrument by which they see Him

·      Praise for His providence and provision

·      For our obedience

Even when we can’t see the finish line, or heck, even the running path we’re on because of the hilly terrain or fog or other conditions, we know that the Holy Spirit is with us, and He points us to Jesus, the author (creator) and finisher (sustainer) of our faith. And realize also that the author of Hebrews bids the reader “let us run…”—not “let you run” or “you must run”. No—“let us run”, emphasizing the fact that this is not a singular race, run by only you or by me. We are on this journey together.  Charles Spurgeon on this point: “He stands with us at the starting point, and earnestly says to us, not ‘Run’ but, ‘Let us run.’ The apostle himself is at our side as a runner.”

 Quotes

“Faith doesn’t exempt us from difficulties. The storms of life come to every person. But God will not allow a storm unless He has a divine purpose in it.”      

“God does not want you to try harder; He wants you to trust Him deeper. Stop trying. Start trusting. This will change everything in you.”                                            

My Choice on How To React

If your enemy is hungry, give him bread to eat;
And if he is thirsty, give him water to drink;
For so you will heap coals of fire on his head,
And the Lord will reward you.

Proverbs 25: 21-22

 You may recall my last devotional was about the Lord answering my mail a couple of weeks ago after a run-in with my neighbor at an  HOA board meeting. This neighbor, whom I’ll call Karen, was quite upset with my statement that her strong personality made our HOA board meetings challenging for me. She did not accept my apology and I grappled with how to rectify the situation, knowing that anything I might say could be used against me later on, or wouldn’t be accepted, or whatever other Chicken Little concept I could come up with. Emails since that encounter among the five of us, as board members, had been civil. One such email from Karen asked me if I had an extra can of the fence stains we’d used to paint the common fence, and if so, could I leave it on her front porch one of the nights. I told her that I’d be happy to, and was hoping to be able to do it when I returned home from our prayer meeting on Thursday evening <shameless plug: we meet at 7:00 p.m. every Thursday in the Fellowship Hall. Please join us!>. Unfortunately (for me), I was home before the prayer meeting and in front of my house putting items in the recycling or compost bin when I saw Karen down the street, walking her dogs and heading for her house. Since I’d figured I’d been spotted, I got the paint out of my garage and walked to her house (just two houses down from mine), reaching her front porch as she got to her front door. She brought the dogs in and then SLAMMED the front door, about five feet ahead of me. Now lest someone think that she didn’t see me, I know that she did. She slammed the door almost literally in my face. I know that it wasn’t an oversight because the door slammed. As I stood there stunned, because such a thing has never happened to me, I knew that I had a choice on how I was going to react. And surprisingly, I started to chuckle. In that split second, I saw her as how she really was: a petty woman whose immaturity and bitterness combined to make her a sad shell of a person. I learned three valuable lessons in that suspended moment in time:  first, that while I had it in my power to get angry at her treatment of me, I could choose to how to respond; that through my journey in spiritual discipline and maturity, the Holy Spirit could allow me to see her how she truly was, as a person, as one of God’s creations, and not the intimidating creature I’d made her up to be in my mind; and lastly, that leaning into that spiritual journey, I could indeed experience that seemingly elusive fruit of the Spirit I’d often grappled with: self-control.

I walked away from Karen’s house, still chuckling, and apparently went to the prayer meeting with a silly grin on my face, virtually beaming at this whole experience. I’ve never been so cool, so collected, and I was quite pleased with the work that the Lord did in me that evening. Now please note, lest you think I’ve broken my arm patting myself on the back for having such a mature reaction: I have yet to walk over to her house and ask her if she knows Jesus. I have yet to heap coals on her head by killing her with proverbial kindness. I can’t necessarily affirm that I know without a doubt that our next interaction will involve us holding hands and singing Kum Ba Yah and the “I’d like to teach the world to sing” Coca-Cola song (actually, I can probably guarantee that won’t happen, but you get my drift). In fact, I cannot declare right now that I will not dread our next HOA board meeting. I am, however, armed with this experience and it’s a fantastic start. And I attribute it all to Him!

Prayer Requests

·      For our government leaders, at all levels, as we are called to do

·      For those who struggling with depression and other seemingly unseen-at-the-surface illnesses

·      Praise for the finally cooler weather

·      For us to continually seek His will for our lives

I have to admit that for at least a day after the incident, the thought of what Karen did would come to mind, and I’d shake my head at it, disarming the potential the thought had for drudging up a negative attitude towards Karen and letting it fester. I acknowledged the power of indulging in the little hurts, barbs, and arrows, and in letting the enemy win, and decided otherwise. God be praised for His influence, example, and working on me!

 Quotes

“You can be sure, the Holy Spirit never enters a man and lets him live like the world.” – A.W. Tozer      

“God never said the weapons wouldn’t form; He said they wouldn’t prosper.”